carpe diem

Is it true that our lives are on pause? I think not many people see this coming, things like: disease or virus in the movie that come attacking people, spreading and then government need to do lockdown or isolation, then every humans on earth are panicking trying to safe their ass — I meant, themselves. Then people are locked in and can't go anywhere. People are stocking up food, drink, masks, hand sanitizer and even toilet papers. I believe some Indonesian can survive from not using toilet papers. Then things get worst. Some stores are closed, prohibitted by government to open. I, myself, won't ever think that one day every things related to education, entertainment and every other things, every aspects of economy need to be closed, everything is redirected from offline to online. Hospitals' crews are overwhelmed by the crowds of covid-19 patients and goes the same for burial sites, I think they're overwhelmed to burnt the corpes, too. Okay, I'll not tell a...

The habit of writing journal itself has been my favorite thing to do.   In here, I won't tell you to write journal as a form of showing gratitude, etc. I'm just too melancholic. My journal is a way of me to express other expressions, which for now, pouring out what I feel is what matter the most for me.  I think writing journal is one thing I have in mind every time I felt overwhelmed of people around me, my life situation or things I see or read. The habit of writing journal starts itself as I found a mini diary book with Hello Kitty cover on it which I got from my ex kindergarten student's snacks package. I thought Oh okay why not? Rather then the book itself becomes a waste as no one wants to write on it. So here it is, I already have more than five journals in my bookshelf. I don't hide them, I just put them there. As I grow up, my friends circle has shrink to be very small circle. People I trust to talk to or share opinions and experiences are automati...